A Conversation

The title does not seem much but the content of it was more than what i expected. I had a conversation with my coach. He was talking about God and religion and stuff but he was very insistent that there was no such thing as God and that he said that "if God asked you to kill someone you will do it". He further added that God is just an "escaptism" and that it was only an experience i felt because i wanted to feel it. He also added that God had nothing to do in my life and i was just believing in something that i could not see.

I personally felt that it was very extreme and that he did not respected me as a person but then again, i still choose to respect him as he is still my coach and that whatever he said will not come into my professional relationship with him. However i really hope that he would not make the attacks so personal as i felt that he was looking for a way to put me down and discredit me.

Anita I am sorry for messing up the debate i hope you understand that i was not in the right sense of mind when i was debating just now.

I am also feeling personally tired. Failing Maths was really crushing after trying so hard. God i pray that somehow you help me to do better in my maths especially probability. I am scared... but I know that if I do my best and surrender it to God he will help me through my tougest time in my life which is like now.

Father God, I surrender my situation into your hands. I know that there would be better days ahead and i know that you would be there to guide me through so, take my hand and walk with me and lead me into the path that you want me to go.

Amen

Before i go would like to share this little passage that has encourage me from time to time

It is called footprints in the sand

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.

Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,

other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed

that during the low periods of my life,

when I was suffering from

anguish, sorrow or defeat,

I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,

"You promised me Lord,

that if I followed you,

you would walk with me always.

But I have noticed that during

the most trying periods of my life

there have only been one

set of footprints in the sand.

Why, when I needed you most,

you have not been there for me?"

The Lord replied,

"The times when you have

seen only one set of footprints in the sand,

is when I carried you."

Mary Stevenson